I've been experiencing a lot more stress than before I discovered I had HD. This stress is brought on because of financial reasons and also because of my lack of time. I feel rushed. I don't have forever to save for a baby, or a house, or anything. Even though I was very conscientious before, I was still pretty worry free in the big scheme of things. Now I feel a lot of pressure to hurry up and get my life going! I've been reading about IVF and that stresses me out! I haven't even met with a doctor yet, but I already know that it might not work! I may have to try IVF multiple times to get pregnant with no insurance coverage at all. Who has that kind of money? It costs like $10,000 a try! I'm willing to pay the ten grand, but geez the chances of getting pregnant on the first round are not high! So many things can go wrong at the various stages of the process. It really sucks that I might have to pay 2x, 3x, 4x that amount! Oh lord, I can already see the debt piling up! We will never get out of this hole. Should I just give up on my dream? Damn...
